Monday, October 5, 2020

The Truth Is...



The truth is I'm still struggling with this creative block. It's bizarre. I feel like my creativity is coming in waves. One day, I'll just want to create all day and the next...I can't think of anything. It's really frustrating because I do want to create. Whether it's writing, painting, memory keeping...it doesn't matter, I just want to make something. Then I'll sit down, and nothing comes to my mind. 

The truth is I've been worried about my health. I've been feeling really exhausted. Most might say it's just being a mom that's making me tired and the pandemic isn't helping, but now I'm starting to worry that it's more than just that. Never have I been so excited to actually go to my annual doctor's appointment. Ever since I had my oldest son, I've been more aware that I need to be in good health, especially for my kids. They need me and I want and plan to stick around for a while. I have too much stuff left to do. Here's to hoping that I get some answers soon.

The truth is I'm extremely anxious about politics. I'm actually avoiding the news again. I'm both excited and dreading November. I'm so ready to vote, but I'm still dreading what could happen. Some days, I have hope and then other days, not so much. All that to say...please vote and make your voice be heard. 

The truth is I've been struggling with grief. I've been thinking about my baby brother a lot. They say that over time it gets easier, but I'm not sure it's true. I'm not even sure how to put how I'm feeling in words. It just hurts so much.


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Until next time...

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